have you ever thought about life. How it just goes on without stopping when you need time. I hate when that happens. When you need time to chill life doesn't give it to you. I wish life could stop for at least an hour so I can take time and smell the roses. But yuo know what they say when life gives you lemons MAKE LEMONAID!!!!! Can you believe that though?


I wish.

Protector

Fur so soft
Can it be mine
I know it's yours
But it would be dainty to have
My tutelary
My elan
Fur as soft as your fervor
I come to you for salvation
As I am your safe haven
Protection from all calamitous
And myself of all people
Your fur is my hiding
As my mind is yours
Hide me from the evil within
Help me over look all in my way
Keep me safe
Chattels are lurking all around me

don't leave

Shine and shine
Time again
Make my dreams come true
To wish upon
Something sweet
To be the elation
Deep within
I can not be away so far
But to be near so dear
I wish to be one
I cannot part
With the
My fetter
My anima
My inevitability
Come to me
Be within
I cannot be so apart

Poetry

I like all kinds of poetry especially to the ones you can relate to. I really like poems by Robert Frost. He has a lot I can relate to about life. My favorite is Fire and Ice. And the line I most relate to is "From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire." I like that it rhyms and that you can relate but the thing that makes me crazy about this poem is that it makes you think. Poems that make you think or even easy to understand. But I like ripping apart the poem and finding the meaning behind it all. The line that I quoted I think it means that since you know what you want you might as well go after it because you want the adrenalin to take over.

In biology class

I walk in the door
Without a minute to lose
The lights turn out
It's time for notes

Prophase
Metaphase
What fun to learn
All in blue and green to read

The teacher walks back and forth
Drawing on the board
You hear the wind howl
It must be biter out

Time ticking by
Looking up every time
Waiting to hear the bell ring
Wishing class would just end

Homework is being passed out
Few seconds left
The bell rings
We all flee in joy that class is over.

Over

Christmas is over and New Years is here.
Hard to believe that life is passing you by.
NO time to lose or present to waste.
Santa came and went leaving New Years in the spot light.
Today the year is officially over and tomorrow starts up.
To my delight the two weeks off is more to me a present from the Board of Ed.
I greatly apprieciate the time away from school.


Tonight is New Years Eve and I doubt that I shall make it. So I bid you all good-bye and I hope
you all have a Happy and Healthy New Year to come.

Music

Have you ever noticed all the music out there. I mean there is so much. You have Rap, R&B, Country, Rock, Punk, Classical, and so many others. But the reason for this post is: Why do people hang out people who only like their type of music? Stereotyping is the best isn't it? I mean I like all music and don't care what's going on but you know how that can be. If you say you like rock and your friend likes R&B then you don't really click any more. I mean it happens but never to me. Probably it's because my friends look at me for me and not the music I listen to. This is only out there because I was talking to my friend about it. Like her best friend dumped her after ten years of friendship all because she didn't like the same music. How horibble is that? Music is music that isn't a big deal to throw your friendship away. What would you do if you had a friend that did that to you? I would be disappointed and outraged by such a thing. i mean how would you feel?

journal 3

There was a fight in gym class today. It was a verbal one but close to a fist fight between two girls. They hate each other and what not but you know. It was funny the way this one girl gave her ex her purse and told him to hold it and he was like OK. It was entertaining the gym teacher was stalling until the cop came to break it up. But I couldn't believe it. It was the most entertaining thing I've ever seen this year. But that was only part of my day so there is more to be coming out.

It's hard to believe Christmas is two weeks from today. I'm really happy that break is coming so I can chilax and hang around. And do absolutly nothing. Yeah that's what I call FREE TIME. Which I'll be happy to have.

Journal #2

Okay, nothing really. Not sleeping again but what else is new. I have been reading a book called Scent of Roses. It's a mystery on a murder that happened on a farm. I love reading it I just can't put it down. I'm always wondering what's going to happen next. I had read it about three years ago and just had an urge to read it again. And I do have to say I forgot a lot and finally understand what was going on. I mean I knew but I don't know it's hard to explain. I love to read and write but reading this book has got me leaping out of my skin. I get so exited when Zack throws in something cool but a corny line. And Elizabeth with her strong mind and will. Yeah that's really all that is going on right now.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey ya'll a little southing in there but whatever you know how I am. (Hopefully.) My Thanksgiving is going really good. Dinner was amazing and now I'm stuffed. Just like the turckey I just ate. LOL! My little cousins says hey for you who know them it's Joss and Jared. Jess. You know who they are. They love to be involved in my life so here they are. LOL! My mom made her famous apple crispe but I'm so full I have to make room. Yumm, my mouth is watering. I guess I have to go have a piece. I hope your Thanksgiving is going really good. Gobble Gobble!!!!

HAPPY THANKSIVING TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT! LOL! J/K!

Twilight

Twilight was a great series. I loved reading and picturing every detail Stephanie created. The world she just thought of in a dream. Every little detail made the book the best selling novel. The movie became reality last Friday. That movie was almost how I imagined it to be. Only a few things were dissappointing to me but no movie based on a book is how it should appear on the screen. I do have to agree with JJ when Edward (Rob Patterson) bits Bella (Kristin Stewart) in her dreams. Twilight is my favorite book in the world. Vampires are fiction until you crack the book open and you enter the vampire world that Stephanie has created. You can be Team Edward or Team Jacob but as for my I'm Switzarland as Bella is. I love them both and they bring so much to the book. I would suggest you read the book then watch the movie and you will soon know what I'm talking about.

Driving

YAY!!!!! I passed my drivers exam so that means I get my permit this March. I'm so exited! My parents are scared because of all the crazy drivers out there but who cares I'm happy I get to be behind the wheel. Can you picture it....me behind the wheel of a little buggy. It would be black or navy blue with a design done by my grandfather. OMG!!! I can't wait. My dad is already looking isn't that funny. I get my license next year so I won't be getting a car till then. But still..... I'm sooooooooo happy. YAY!!!

Creepy Noises in a Little Shop

As I was is my shop it was twenty to midnight I was hearing creaking through out the

shop. I searched every where and nothing could be found. The store was dark and it was

cold. It felt like Jack Frost was here once again to introduce a cold winter. The clocks

where ticking and ticking away.

As I turned to see the outside sky I felt breathing on my freshly chilled flesh. The breath

was warm and the sound was scary. As I turned around there was know one there.

“Who’s there?” I yelled. There was know answer. A few minutes passed and I heard

more noises. I assume it’s the wind but there knowing way for the wind to enter.

As I was sitting in my rocking chair I heard a child laugh.


“Who’s there?” I asked again. There was no answer.

Sitting there I saw a child’s figure across the way. But then disappeared in a quick

wince it was gone. As minutes passed I was getting antsy with hearing, seeing, and

feeling a child in my shop with me is scary and not knowing is more frightening.

As soon as all the clocks went off I knew it was midnight. I wanted to go to sleep

because it was a long day. I went up to my room to see a little girl in a white night gown

in whom who said trick-or-treat. I screamed and yelled all the way to the shop in which

the clocks were still chiming, ringing, and making other pretty sounds. The little girl from

my room yelled Happy Halloween in a witchy and scary way.

Spiders Spiders Oh No Spiders

Keep in mind Little T is a teranchilla.

Little T was out streaching all eight. When a man with big and long legs came about to squish him. And this is what he says......

He seemed to mind when I crawled up his spine
He was wiggling and looking like a little silly.
When he flicked me he gave me a fright
Was I still alive
To be known to be shrine is a little to scary to think
Mommy says be careful with humans
You never know what their gunna do
They could squish, stomp, smack, fling
Any of these would be crushal to me surviving
I guess I should listen
Especially after what happend to my Daddy
Known as Daddy Don't use those long legs

hehe a little humur is what I needed lol I hope you enjoy :)

My Journal topic for today...

Well, today is today. Nothing special but whatever. I haven't been sleeping so that's something. I'm so busy that it's not possible for me to sleep. The thoughts in my head are going rampid and it doesn't help when you have a major headache. That it just keeps beading and throbbing so that all I can think about is what's on my mind. This is a really bad feeling to have and to know that the most amount of sleep you will have is one hour or two if I'm lucky. Sleeping is the best thing that happened to me when I was younger but I guess it's coming back to nipp me. I mean when I was younger I always slept but now I just can't sleep mentaly. Physically I can't sleep at all because my mind is going so fast. I need help really bad on this nothing is working and it feels horibble not being able to sleep. Suggestions would be nice. Anyone have one?

So Busy

I'm so busy it's unreal. I think I should do some slowing down so I can at least sleep.
But I did have time to jot down a poem.

Busy enough to say so,
Busy to say I'm tired,
But not sure if
I wanna say
Busy waiting for you.

I'm not busy of waiting,
It's the timing of the waiting,
I'm tired of waiting,
Confused of waiting,
Misurable of waiting on you.

Waiting on someone who doesn't care,
Someone who doesn't noticed,
Someone who doesn't mind me waiting by the phone,
Waiting for you to come around,
Just to say I'm here.

But I guess your to busy,
Just to even notice me,
To hear me for me,
Or see me for me,
I'm not waiting anymore.

I'm done and through,
Just waiting for you,
Just as you are with me,
I'm tired and confused,
This is the end of what I now call today.

I thought this up when waiting for a call but that call came in the next day which made me think.
Why wait for something that may never happen?

Disney Movies

OK! Mrs. Morrison gave me a topic of my favorite Disney movie. But I have so many but I would have to say it is a tie between the lion king and the little mermaid. The lion king because it has action, sadness, and all that in between. The little mermaid because it's cute and romantic and sweet. This is funny that you can put your life in to a move such as one of these two and think your the main character. Maybe Simba fierce but adorable. Or Ariel beautiful and kind. I do it in every day life you have know idea how much I do it. I guess because it keeps me moving every day. You should try it's fun and entertaining.

These Days

Hey baby, is that you?
Wow, your hair got so long.Yeah, yeah, I love it, I really do.
Norma Jean, ain't that the song we'd sing in the car
Drivin' downtown, top down, makin' the rounds Checking out the bands on Doheny Avenue. Yeah, life throws you
CURVES, But you learn to swerve, Me, I swung and I missed,
And the next thing ya know, I'm reminiscing...
Dreaming old dreams, wishing old wishes,
Like you would be back again.

I wake up and tear drops, they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I head off to my job, guess not much has changed,
Punch the clock, head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of you,
That's what I'm doin' these days.Yeah that's what I'm doin'

Someone told me, after college, you ran off to Vegas,
You married a rodeo cowboy,
WOW, that ain't the girl I knew,
Me, I've been a few places, Mostly here and there once or twice,
Still sortin' out life, but I'm doin' all right, Yeah, it's good to see you, too.

Well, hey girl you're late, and those planes, they don't wait,

But if you ever come back around this sleepy old town,
Promise me you'll stop in, to see an old friend, and until then


I wake up and tear drops, they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I head off to my job, guess not much has changed,
Punch the clock, head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of you, That's what I'm doin' these...

I wake up and tear drops, they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,


I wake up and tear drops, they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I wake up and tear drops, they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then

-Rascal Flatts

I love this song it has so much meaning and it says so much about my life.

quote 6

"Each today, well-lived, makes yesterday a dream of happiness and each tomorrow a vision of hope. Look, therefore, to this one day, for it and it alone is life."
- Sanskrit Poem

quote 5

"You control your future, your destiny. What you think about comes about. By recording your dreams and goals on paper, you set in motion the process of becoming the person you most want to be. Put your future in good hands -- your own."
- Mark Victor Hansen