getting me mad

Ok!!! Why is it when your down people enjoy kicking you when your down. I hate the feeling as many do.

When time runs out you can't explain,
When they look at you like your mad,
You feel like,
You should did a hole,
A hole so deep no one can see,
The tears rolling down my face,
The steam coming outta my ears,
Can people tell how mad I am,
If you don't you'll soon find out,
I can't hid the way I feel unless I truly try,
Which in that case you must pray that I keep it all in.